{"id":39,"date":"2026-01-21T07:10:07","date_gmt":"2026-01-21T06:10:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mamanatri.kovilj.rs\/?p=39"},"modified":"2026-03-30T09:28:34","modified_gmt":"2026-03-30T08:28:34","slug":"mesec-dana","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mamanatri.kovilj.rs\/index.php\/2026\/01\/21\/mesec-dana\/","title":{"rendered":"mesec dana.."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"213\" height=\"170\" src=\"https:\/\/mamanatri.kovilj.rs\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/1000068462sss.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-278\" style=\"width:420px;height:auto\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Danas je ta\u010dno mesec dana otkako ljubav mog \u017eivota nije sa nama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A ja ga i dalje \u010dekam. \u010cekam da se pojavi na vratima, da se vrati odnekud, kao da je samo zakasnio, kao da je negde svratio pa \u0107e sad, svakog \u010dasa\u2026 Ali on se ne vra\u0107a. Mo\u017eda zato \u0161to nikuda zapravo nije ni oti\u0161ao.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Imam sna\u017ean, gotovo opipljiv ose\u0107aj da je u jednoj sobi. U sobi u kojoj je le\u017eao poslednjih nedelju dana svoje bolesti. Tamo Luka i ja odlazimo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ne govorimo mnogo. Nekad samo sednemo. Nekad se malo ispru\u017eimo. Gledamo tatinu sliku na zidu. I budemo sa tatom\u2026 uz tatu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ljudi me stalno pitaju: \u201eKako si?\u201c Kako \u0107u biti\u2026 dobro sam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zapanjuju\u0107e dobro. Bar tako izgleda. Ali istina me stigne uve\u010de, kad deca zaspu, kad se ku\u0107a uti\u0161a i vi\u0161e nema kome da budem jaka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Stegne me i ujutru, kad shvatim da ga nema da pije kafu, da se javi, da samo bude tu. Dan\u2026 dan je druga\u010diji. Dan je buran, isprogramiran de\u010dijim obavezama, smehom, suzama, hranjenjem, igrama, obla\u010denjem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Danju Vita ionako nije bio kod ku\u0107e. Ve\u0107 \u010detiri \u201eTata dana\u201c, odnosno nedelje, nisi sa nama. A zapravo i dve pre toga\u2026 I to je ono najte\u017ee. Najgori je ba\u0161 Tata dan. Pogotovo ako smo sami.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jer na Tata dan ti si uvek bio tu. Sve vreme sa njima.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sa nama.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mesec dana bez njega, a ja ga i dalje \u010dekam. Kao da \u0107e se vratiti svakog \u010dasa. Ose\u0107am ga u ku\u0107i, u sobi gde je bio. Danju sam jaka zbog dece, ali no\u0107u istina stigne. Najte\u017ei je \u201eTata dan\u201c, jer tada je uvek bio tu, sa nama. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-tekstovi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mamanatri.kovilj.rs\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mamanatri.kovilj.rs\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mamanatri.kovilj.rs\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mamanatri.kovilj.rs\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mamanatri.kovilj.rs\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=39"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/mamanatri.kovilj.rs\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":279,"href":"https:\/\/mamanatri.kovilj.rs\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39\/revisions\/279"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mamanatri.kovilj.rs\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=39"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mamanatri.kovilj.rs\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=39"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mamanatri.kovilj.rs\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=39"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}